Twied a SL Avi Demo

 Hewd ob a Avataw dat mor cwosswy wepwesents mes. Nowts cheaps to dos, but figuwes maybes a wittwes ats a times? wike 1 pawt 1 months n so ons tiww mes cans gettys???

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Descwminatiins Huwtys

 D gwoup sent mes a discrimination msg to mes so mes towd dems how dey nebews towd mes 2 yeaws ago den denied dey knows mes apwications. Awso d discrimination makys mes cwys sevewaws hours, dn dat was white to descwminateds fows disabiwitys den bwockeds dems on fetwifes

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Cwyings Awones

 Weww mes Cwings becase mes cants ebens makys fwinds in a pwace dats setup fors peopwes wikes mes becase dey wont wet mes joins. So mes woging outs for d nights to cwys wif mes stuffys.

Nights ebwyones.

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Why Do Mes Eben Twys?!?

 Why mes gib up on makings fwiends? Twy to join a wocaw cwubs to meet oders simawers to mes n gets hateds ons dues to mes ptsd disabiwitys. Mes twieds so hawds n stiww got hateds ons. Why do mes bothews.

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Vetters:

Hello

I am reaching out to schedule the next step in the application process for the 13th floor. Please let me know some days and times you are available for a meeting?

Thank you

Reaper

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Mes:

tuesdays usally free all day. would something like that work?

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Vetters:

I can do Tuesday at 7pm

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Mes:

that sounds awsome. wills puts in mes calander

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Mes:

in calender will just need the location to meet at

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Vetters:

You must be out of little mode to be vetted

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Mes:

Not sure totally what you mean, but I naturally speak in a babyish way because of a permanent regression caused by PTSD. When it comes to messaging, they try to use dictation as much as possible. It’s hard to explain why my mind went that way, because even the doctors can’t. But I said because of my real childhood, my mind didn’t protect my brain.

But having in the past been working LEO (Law Enforcement Officer “Security” 👮🏻. So is able to get by but people can still tell that means a little just by talking to me even though if am being professional and such.

Mech easer to explain in person then text.

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Vetters:

I understand your situation but if you are not able to come out of little mode during the meeting I cannot approve your application and since this will be your 3 attempt you will not be able reapply.

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Mes:

only had 1 interview before. then covid hit and never heard back.

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Mes:

will try mes best to be professional

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Mes:

Got a email was curious about. Just curious whats wrong. Was it identity?!? If its background check, thats a surprise to mes. Also haven't had a interview yet.

Just kinda puzzled as to whats up.

.:email:.

Received: 2024-01-29 @ 7:42 AM

Your membership application was rejected.

Why?

This could be because of an inability to verify your identity, a failed background check, or unacceptable interview.

If you would like to request additional information please contact

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Mes:

Do I still have an interview tomorrow?

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Mes:

I’m just totally confused as to what’s going on

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Club Rep: 

We spoke to the person vetting you and when asked if you could speak in a non-little space for the vetting you said that would not be possible. Your previous time meeting with a welcome committee members this happened as well. I am sorry at this time we can’t accept you into the space. We have to be able to speak with you outside of that headspace to get a clear picture if you would be good coming to us. If you feel you have concerns with this we can talk about it further but at this time we hope you find a spot that works for you.

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Vetters:

Due to these statements from you

permanent regression caused by PTSD

But I said because of my real childhood, my mind didn’t protect my brain.

and our bylaws for the club. I have rejected your application.

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Mes:

OK, I see what happened. It said I didn’t. But it was supposed to be did it. Dictation has a hard time understanding how I speak naturally. If I had a way to send a voice clip it be easier.

Dictation typed this:

But I said because of my real childhood, my mind didn’t protect my brain.

But actually saids:

Drs said because of my real childhood, my kind did it to protect itself.

Aka, my mind created then way i think and speak to cope with the abuse i suffred as a kid and blacked out. Literally can’t remember before i was 16 1/2 unless somone tells me. Really wanted to explain this in persons. But now u wont even let me try to explains.

Honestly hurts fors something mes cants controls. Mes try extremely hard to join becase wanted to meet like mined peopwe to have friends. Honststly have only 3 friends for over a decade. 1 cant see becase cant go to her place becase am parlized and cant get upstairs. The ither is my personaw cawe assitant. The 3rds new thats mes just met before tbhe pipe burst that flooded me outbmy own home. Before that was my ex dumping mes valentine’s Day 2011 after 6 1/2 years as hi 24/7/365 baby.

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Mes:

Your vetters profiles says he lives 24/7. So y is it an issue because mes do too?!?

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Mes:

Just trying to understand. Never got a chance to speak in persons.

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Mes New Beddys

 Onwy wishy mes beddys was a cwibs but best nwiths sweepys since 2007 wichys is awsomes. Mes mays gets fwee standing cwibs sides fows its somedays.

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Wittwes Activies Dats Mes Wembews n Miss wif exDaddys

1. 0% Stwessssssys 

2. Hewed n Cuddwewds 

3. Habings Haiw Bwusheds 

4. Baff Times wif Toys 

5. Cute Cwothes 

6. Cawtoons, Cowowings, Dowwys 

7. Being Wuveds n cawed fow uncondionwys 

8. Fun n tasty tweats 

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Mes Pwushys Cowwections

Wanteds to shawe mes cowwections ob mes pwushies. Dey awways wistens to mes sad pwobwems n comfowts mes teaws.

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Shouwdn't ob Eaten Todays

Mes shouwdnt ob eatins. when mes pains weawwys bads mes gets so sickys. mes ex fiance daddy used to keeps appwes saucy n fwuity baby foods fors when mes had upset tummys.if tummy caums down wiww twy some appwes saucys. 

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Hads Somes Funs Todays

 Shorewine Apts. hads an Pumpkins Pantings Pawtys todays.

 Mades Saiwors Pwutos.

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Twyins to gets bys

  wewws its beens ehaustingwatewys wi.f storms n suchys. tottawwys worens houts sincy sundays. betweens cweans ups, no powers 36 hours. aww mes food stams wasted on spoiweds foods nows, and moms amited in hosptaaws mondays niwghts. mom cummys homes on tuesdays. buts mes stwess thwough d woofs. mes twyins to howds its togefers fors mes mom s. buts wish mes ab mommys couwds j0ust 0howds mes twights wight nows. mes cwying ju0st typys dis ouwts honestwys.

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Wewws finnawwys updateds mes pwofiwes

  Wewws finnawwys updateds mes pwofiwes. Ones d biggesyt cghangys was addings “ Mes dweams ob habings mes Babys Wifestwes 24/7/365 agains wif a wubbings mommys. Mes woads tottawys wewocates fors mes mommyz. Mes hates its hewes in okwahomas. Wikes a cuwtuwes bwack howes dats sucks anys cuwtures un and cwusses its wif nos escapes.”.  But bewwos is mes fuww updateds pwofiwes as obs 2023, Junes 17ths.

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Qwuicks Notes:

  Mes Speach is acyuawwys cased by Severs Chiwdhood Mentaw Tramas, so mes cants controws its @ awws. Know most dont bwebs mes, buts mes just beings mes. Mes babbyish tawks n typings just happens naturawwys. Some days easyers den others to understandings mes. Mes been towds its cased bys mes chiwdshods PTSDs. Depending on hows its affecting mes on baddys PTSDs days, mes tends tos wegwess mores den oders.

  Futanari (Futa) is a Japanese words meanings “two Form” and an Term for ans Intersexed Hermaphrodite indviduaws. Futanari is an womans body with the extra special males pawts as wewws. But don’t mix it up with shemales or ladyboys. Dat’s somefing diffewent. Why do Mes use a Japanese terms you ask??? Simply because Mes a big Fans ob Japanese cuwture. to be honest mes fink mes wouwds be more widewy accepteds in Japan insteads in North Easterns Okwahoma USA where mes wive.

  Being born a Hermaphrodite means me was born with parts from both sexes. At birfs mes wooked enoughs wike an odds mawe dat dey twied to waise me as a boys. But mes been told they gots wots repoqwts fwom mes schoow how mes was bery grly. But back to mes body. Mes have a high up anus dat mes hab me period fwoms, dey stiww cant figuwe outs how since mes don't habs a uterus. Whats kinda resembwes a penis hab beens discovereds to b mores ob a hybwid clit. It functions more wike a clit. D sensations ares dat ob a clit and nots a penis. Onwy way its pweasurable if its tweated wike a clit. Mes habs scwotum with 1 testicwe and 1 ovawy inside. Then in the middle mes hab gottens medicaw pwoofs mes hab vaginaw tissue, stwucture, and vaginaw canaw. D onwy fing is mes don't habs a openwng. In puberty mes grew natural 52-54 DDD (Dependibgs Bwa Bwand) breasts dat hang to the sides. Mes reawwy sewf conscious abouts it and hab considewed if habing surgery to pull them more together n naturaw looking is worf its somedays.

  As for mes Personality, am told mes a bery Sweets, Carings, Naive, Shys, and Timid Follower type of Grw in Persons. Wots make d mistakes ob mes being a Submissives or a Swave types, but mes am nots. To be honest dat kindas stuff scawes mes. Mes awso bery much intos Anime, Manga, Cars, & Computers. Mes do geek out sometimes withouts weawizing mes is too.

  Stiww nowts sures wheres mes fawws in d wittwes spectwums. awws d abdl, age play, age wegesions, LG, Wittwes, ect donts seams to fits whos mes is. de cwosest mights bes ans permanwts age wegwesions, buts stiwws unsures.

  Mes minds wents to a wittwes states obers times n uncontrowbwes. buts so unusaw most fink mes a liar, but its trues. eben mes dr ars confused on hows its happends dey habs hawds times expwainings its. ebens hads hipnossis twerawpys in wate 2006. so dey disoberds d sorce ob dis and why ms mind bwackeds out doh years n de sorce ob mes constant nightmares. dey did partiaw wakes states n askeds mes if wanteds to hab memmorysun bwockeds. dey towds mws thats mes repwyeds nos. fwoms whats mes towds is since mes was borns tiwws mes 16 1/2 n mes moms dwvorce in 1994-95 roughwys. turns outs mes so cawweds fathers did fings no fathers showds ebers dos to dey chiwds or anyones. not onwys mes fathers buts his fwiends toos. in sides notes he gots 50 years wif manditorys 30 years in 2007 in tx fors sames fings to mes hawf sis. dr says dats biggys factors in mes wittwes condions amongs others issues caused by dats wikes irationaws fears ob wots mens n warge cwouds. buts nots onwys reasons dohs. obers d years lifes in gwneraws wharens mes downs. ones de bigest bwows was june 4th 2021 dat invowed a yanked and twisyeds spinaw chords dats parawizeds mes. waist downs works but cants controws its. best ways to descwibe mes foughts obs is wikes a computers but no keyboards or mouse. yes it works but wifouts controwws dey unusabwes. ebens habs hads 3 surgerys ons dis probwems buts stiwws ends resuwts. d surgerys whers to kotcho a few circkwes verdebwes in to c fors swewwing expansions n dremeweds 8 windows in vertebwey for swewwings. awas stiwws no works in d ends. des surgerys wher greats wisk ob kiwwings mes on d tabews n habs nastys scaws on mes wumbars for d west mes wifes n stiwws faiweds. Mes stiwws fightys depwesions to todays (2023, Sep. 17th) fwoms its. buts in d ends ebens mes physiatwist n thewapist ob decades in thawpys cant expwains how or why mes mind wents dis paths, deys dats whats its dids.

  In a past wong term rewationship (2005-11), Mes was engaged and wived 24/7 as a Aduwt Baby (AB/Wittwe). Mes heart was cwushed when he towds mes he twusted another with his feewings more dan mes. Mes moveds 1/2 wats across americas to be wif hims. Mes truwys wubeds hims. Took mes ober a year to stop cwying after we spwit. Probabwy cwoser to 2 years actuawwys. It’s taken tiww mes 40th birfday (August 7th 2019) to reawize how happys mes truwys was as a wittwes babys. Part mes stiww wonged to be hewd and babied stiww.

  Another’s past onwines Mommys dats hads her heart bwoken by her formers baby girw. We've where mommy daughter online since March 15ths, 2020 tos September 2022. Awws dis is going on during Coronavirus (COVID-19), so we nebers even gots tos see each others. Shes chose the names Annabel for mes. But now dats names hurts hearings its. She just vanshy on mes n woudnts tawkys to mes. Ebens bwockeds mes phones cawws. Mes was twuews wowwieds bouts hers. Mes cwyeds few months aftews.

  Wots habs asked mee about mes aduwt babys wife mes hads. So fought mes share it wiff ebewyone and how mes days usawwy went. Weww daddy wouwd wakes mes up ands checks mes diapies and he gibe mes a big kissys den stick my paci in my mouth as he changed mes. Aways took the time to wub ins powder and anys oinments mes mighta needs fors wrashes or sores, kinda happens when 24/7. He turn on some cartoons for me as he made breakfast, he loved cooking. then he feed me some food and way mee acwoss his wap on mes back to feeds mes a bottwe ob miwks or juice depending on d meaw. Den he hold mes and caress mes head n sides as mes dwift into a nap suckwing mes paci. Ons nwice days he put mes in a baby dwess after mes nap and take mes out. It didn't mater where, because mes was just happys n contents. Sometimes was justs to buy grocewys and sometwimes to toys-r-us or babys-r-us when dey stiww existed. Sometimes he take me out before mes was fully wakys and mes dwift off in d car. Den he suppwise mes wiff pwaces wike d aquariums or zoos. If mes neededs changed wiwes outs he do it in d cars back seats. If mes had drs appointments he take mes because of mes anxiety issuwes. Mes end up shakys in feaws and shakys d waitings wooms couches. He puww mes in cwose and howd mes and put mes paci in mes mouth wich cawmed mee downs. At nights we showers together dues to no tubs, and he baffe mes bery weww before dwying mes offs and giving a baby bottwe and changing mes intos doubwes diapies before beds. Den he howd me tightwy as mes feww asweep.

  Mes neber wooked for anyones ewse wocawwy, becauses where mes wibe Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl wike mes ars not wewws receiveds. Mes just donts finks anyones heaws wouds wants a grws wikes mes. Sometimes mes do wonders if mes wife wouwd've beens bewtter if med hads beens borwn in Japans were der a wot mores open to d idea eben thoughs dere's no gay marwiage. But gay marwiage is stiwws fairly new heres in d United States too. Mes just finking a cuwture dat is more excepting of Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl’s wouwd've been easier for mes to grow ups arounwds.

  Mes am a BBW wight now, but mes was going thwough a system to hewp me wose it surgicawwy. Sadwy d watest update is in June 2021, mes got injured again in mes spine. And now d damage is so baddys dat dey can’t eben do weight woss surgerys anymowe. Because mes am parawyzed fwom d waist down. And mes hab dwopped deep fryer oiw on mes wegs and neber eben knew its. And mes had a naiws sticking out of my foot and didn’t eben know it. Most embarrassing fing is when you fawws out ob your wheewchair because you hab no hips controw.

  Mes enjoy watching anime and Cartoons. Mes wuvs to wead manga, Mes mean dey got some intewesting ones out der for peopwe fwom Japans. Finding dem transwated into Engwish is a wittwe harders for d more intewesting ones. But mes do enjoy weading what mes cans. mes reawwy wouwd wuv to wearn d Japanese wanguage at some points in mes wifes.

 Mes dweams ob habings mes Babys Wifestwes 24/7/365 agains wif a wubbings mommys. Mes woads tottawys wewocates fors mes mommyz. Mes hates its hewes in okwahomas. Wikes a cuwtuwes bwack howes dats sucks anys cuwtures un and cwusses its wif nos escapes.

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Whats Ewse Nows?!?

  just weawized when fewws on beds twyings to change mes daipesaftw, mes chipeds mes waptops n bwokes mes $150 Wazers RGB gamings Keyboawds.

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Mes no undewstands intewnets buwwys

 Mes no undewstands intewnets buwwys. Mes wepotted dems n bewocked dems. Just no wofs engagings dems anymowes.

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WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

6h

If we evoweds species why do we attacks eachoders wiles dats

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 32M Exploring

21m

You're a fucking idiot.

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 32M Exploring

20m

And how fucking dare you mock PTSD sufferers.

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 32M Exploring

19m

PTSD does not cause you to go out of your way to phonetically type everything like a child. Get real. That takes actual conscious effort.

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

17m

Wewws its a tottawys bawys scwatcheds knowdge ob an orgons u knows

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

17m

Do u ebens knows mes enoughs to says mes a wyares

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

14m

If yous cawws enoughs to ebens knows den next msg is mes stowwys.

If nots haters gonas hates, aka yous as a internet buwwys

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

14m

Futanari (Futa) is a Japanese words meanings “two Form” and an Term for ans Intersexed Hermaphrodite indviduaws. Futanari is an womans body with the extra special males pawts as wewws. But don’t mix it up with shemales or ladyboys. Dat’s somefing diffewent. Why do Mes use a Japanese terms you ask??? Simply because Mes a big Fans ob Japanese cuwture. to be honest mes fink mes wouwds be more widewy accepteds in Japan insteads in North Easterns Okwahoma USA where mes wive.

Being born a Hermaphrodite means me was born with parts from both sexes. At birfs mes wooked enoughs wike an odds mawe dat dey twied to waise me as a boys. But mes been told they gots wots repoqwts fwom mes schoow how mes was bery grly. But back to mes body. Mes have a high up anus dat mes hab me period fwoms, dey stiww cant figuwe outs how since mes don't habs a uterus. Whats kinda resembwes a penis hab beens discovereds to b mores ob a hybwid clit. It functions more wike a clit. D sensations ares dat ob a clit and nots a penis. Onwy way its pweasurable if its tweated wike a clit. Mes habs scwotum with 1 testicwe and 1 ovawy inside. Then in the middle mes hab gottens medicaw pwoofs mes hab vaginaw tissue, stwucture, and vaginaw canaw. D onwy fing is mes don't habs a openwng. In puberty mes grew natural 52-54 DDD (Dependibgs Bwa Bwand) breasts dat hang to the sides. Mes reawwy sewf conscious abouts it and hab considewed if habing surgery to pull them more together n naturaw looking is worf its somedays.

As for mes Personality, am told mes a bery Sweets, Carings, Naive, Shys, and Timid Follower type of Grw in Persons. Wots make d mistakes ob mes being a Submissives or a Swave types, but mes am nots. To be honest dat kindas stuff scawes mes. Mes awso bery much intos Anime, Manga, Cars, & Computers. Mes do geek out sometimes withouts weawizing mes is too.

Stiww nowts sures wheres mes fawws in d wittwes spectwums. awws d abdl, age play, age wegesions, LG, Wittwes, ect donts seams to fits whos mes is. de cwosest mights bes ans permanwts age wegwesions, buts stiwws unsures.

Mes minds wents to a wittwes states obers times n uncontrowbwes. buts so unusaw most fink mes a liar, but its trues. eben mes dr ars confused on hows its happends dey habs hawds times expwainings its. ebens hads hipnossis twerawpys in wate 2006. so dey disoberds d sorce ob dis and why ms mind bwackeds out doh years n de sorce ob mes constant nightmares. dey did partiaw wakes states n askeds mes if wanteds to hab memmorysun bwockeds. dey towds mws thats mes repwyeds nos. fwoms whats mes towds is since mes was borns tiwws mes 16 1/2 n mes moms dwvorce in 1994-95 roughwys. turns outs mes so cawweds fathers did fings no fathers showds ebers dos to dey chiwds or anyones. not onwys mes fathers buts his fwiends toos. in sides notes he gots 50 years wif manditorys 30 years in 2007 in tx fors sames fings to mes hawf sis. dr says dats biggys factors in mes wittwes condions amongs others issues caused by dats wikes irationaws fears ob wots mens n warge cwouds. buts nots onwys reasons dohs. obers d years lifes in gwneraws wharens mes downs. ones de bigest bwows was june 4th 2021 dat invowed a yanked and twisyeds spinaw chords dats parawizeds mes. waist downs works but cants controws its. best ways to descwibe mes foughts obs is wikes a computers but no keyboards or mouse. yes it works but wifouts controwws dey unusabwes. ebens habs hads 3 surgerys ons dis probwems buts stiwws ends resuwts. d surgerys whers to kotcho a few circkwes verdebwes in to c fors swewwing expansions n dremeweds 8 windows in vertebwey for swewwings. awas stiwws no works in d ends. des surgerys wher greats wisk ob kiwwings mes on d tabews n habs nastys scaws on mes wumbars for d west mes wifes n stiwws faiweds. buts in d ends ebens mes physiatwist n thewapist ob decades in thawpys cant expwains how or why mes mind wents dis paths, deys dats whats its dids.

In a past wong term rewationship (2005-11), Mes was engaged and wived 24/7 as a Aduwt Baby (AB/Wittwe). Mes heart was cwushed when he towds mes he twusted another with his feewings more dan mes. Mes moveds 1/2 wats across americas to be wif hims. Mes truwys wubeds hims. Took mes ober a year to stop cwying after we spwit. Probabwy cwoser to 2 years actuawwys. It’s taken tiww mes 40th birfday (August 7th 2019) to reawize how happys mes truwys was as a wittwes babys. Part mes stiww wonged to be hewd and babied stiww.

Another’s past onwines Mommys dats hads her heart bwoken by her formers baby girw. We've where mommy daughter online since March 15ths, 2020 tos September 2022. Awws dis is going on during Coronavirus (COVID-19), so we nebers even gots tos see each others. Shes chose the names Annabel for mes. But now dats names hurts hearings its.

Wots habs asked mee about mes aduwt babys wife mes hads. So fought mes share it wiff ebewyone and how mes days usawwy went. Weww daddy wouwd wakes mes up ands checks mes diapies and he gibe mes a big kissys den stick my paci in my mouth as he changed mes. Aways took the time to wub ins powder and anys oinments mes mighta needs fors wrashes or sores, kinda happens when 24/7. He turn on some cartoons for me as he made breakfast, he loved cooking. then he feed me some food and way mee acwoss his wap on mes back to feeds mes a bottwe ob miwks or juice depending on d meaw. Den he hold mes and caress mes head n sides as mes dwift into a nap suckwing mes paci. Ons nwice days he put mes in a baby dwess after mes nap and take mes out. It didn't mater where, because mes was just happys n contents. Sometimes was justs to buy grocewys and sometwimes to toys-r-us or babys-r-us when dey stiww existed. Sometimes he take me out before mes was fully wakys and mes dwift off in d car. Den he suppwise mes wiff pwaces wike d aquariums or zoos. If mes neededs changed wiwes outs he do it in d cars back seats. If mes had drs appointments he take mes because of mes anxiety issuwes. Mes end up shakys in feaws and shakys d waitings wooms couches. He puww mes in cwose and howd mes and put mes paci in mes mouth wich cawmed mee downs. At nights we showers together dues to no tubs, and he baffe mes bery weww before dwying mes offs and giving a baby bottwe and changing mes intos doubwes diapies before beds. Den he howd me tightwy as mes feww asweep.

Mes neber wooked for anyones ewse wocawwy, becauses where mes wibe Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl wike mes ars not wewws receiveds. Sometimes mes do wonders if mes wife wouwd've beens bewtter if med hads beens borwn in Japans were der a wot mores open to d idea eben thoughs dere's no gay marwiage. But gay marwiage is stiwws fairly new heres in d United States too. Mes just finking a cuwture dat is more excepting of Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl’s wouwd've been easier for mes to grow ups arounwds.

Mes am a BBW wight now, but mes was going thwough a system to hewp me wose it surgicawwy. Sadwy d watest update is in June 2021, mes got injured again in mes spine. And now d damage is so baddys dat dey can’t eben do weight woss surgerys anymowe. Because mes am parawyzed fwom d waist down. And mes hab dwopped deep fryer oiw on mes wegs and neber eben knew its. And mes had a naiws sticking out of my foot and didn’t eben know it. Most embarrassing fing is when you fawws out ob your wheewchair because you hab no hips controw.

Mes enjoy watching anime and Cartoons. Mes wuvs to wead manga, Mes mean dey got some intewesting ones out der for peopwe fwom Japans. Finding dem transwated into Engwish is a wittwe harders for d more intewesting ones. But mes do enjoy weading what mes cans. mes reawwy wouwd wuv to wearn d Japanese wanguage at some points in mes wifes.

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 32M Exploring

12m

I work with US veterans with PTSD every single day, you fraud. The fact that you have that bullshit novel on hand to copy and paste at a moments notice tells me everything I need to know.

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

11m

Weww fwist taky years to gets to dats points. Since mes was wif mes ab daddys

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

11m

Anyways dosenta matters u dont bweebs mes becase mes no cawes

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 32M Exploring

11m

You're pathetic.

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 32M Exploring

10m

You cared enough to sperg out and paste your life story in babytalk, so it seems you care quite a bit.

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

7m

Mes tawks to sewf as mes typys

WittweABGrwA

 43IS babygirl

7m

Dictation raweys understands mes

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Mes Wonts Engages Haters

Somones weft means comments on mes fetwife post bouts twyings to cheaws ups mes moms. Insteds engagings dems saings mes ptsd dont do dis, mes just deweeted ders comments. Nots worfs d stwess.

Since mes was borns tiww d times mes was 16 1/2 mes so caweds fathers n his fwiends sexuawwys abuseds mes. Mes got sebewes anzitys n panic afacks. A nurse checking on mes in a ers waiting wooms toucheds mes fwoms behinds. Mes istinks n twaing kickeds ins n fwung mesewfs outs mes wheewchaiws and pend hers downs in cots hers awms in a cuffings postions dats mes worneds workings securits 2000 to wate 2001. Mes hewts horibwes bouts its. Mes awways habs mes pacis to hewpys mes stays cawms. But its a instictuaws and nots somefings mes wikys bouts mesewfs.

Honestwys eben mes drs dont knows whys mes minds does its but worse Mes gets stweseds outs d mowes mes wegwess. D minds bewwys compwex orgons dats we as yumans scwatcheds understandings. Our evowution jumeds 100’s ob thousands obs yeaws in ours ebowutions fors exampwes.

Buts ss mes was sayings meds minds buiwts a bawears dats dids dis.

Honestwys gwads mes fathers webts to pwosuns in 2007 and gots maximums in tx. It tx he got 50 yeaws, if was in okwahomas hed onwy gotens 30 maximums. Mes weporteds dems buts no ones bowwebs mes, maybes y mes gots instos a security guard sets ups afters. To hewp dohs dat awes inowweds. ………………….. Mes ghad audios wecording bouts whowes conversations. Weasons mes agweeds was d wady just escaped domestic viwonces wif a infants n 3y chiweds. She stowed to get dems foods.  Afters d suck mangers, mes boaught d wayed a huge coower n fiweds its wif somes fings so shes couwds gets to her faniwys in idahowes.

Anyways mes gots offs on tangets. Buts simpwys mes minds hads awways workeds diffwentwys mes onwys knows whats mes been towds bouts mes chiwdhoods becase mes no wembers before mes was 16 1/6 becase aww dats happens. But certian fings act as twigers n mes dont ebens jnows tiww aftews d facts.

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Who Mes Is

"Updated: 2023, Juwys 6fs"

  Futanari (Futa) is a Japanese words meanings “two Form” and an Term for ans Intersexed 

Hermaphrodite indviduaws. Futanari is an womans body with the extra special males pawts as wewws. But don’t mix it up with shemales or ladyboys. Dat’s somefing diffewent. Why do Mes use a Japanese terms you ask??? Simply because Mes a big Fans ob Japanese cuwture. to be honest mes fink mes wouwds be more widewy accepteds in Japan insteads in North Easterns Okwahoma USA where mes wive.

  Being born a Hermaphrodite means me was born with parts from both sexes. At birfs mes wooked enoughs wike an odds mawe dat dey twied to waise me as a boys. But mes been told they gots wots repoqwts fwom mes schoow how mes was bery grly. But back to mes body. Mes have a high up anus dat mes hab me period fwoms, dey stiww cant figuwe outs how since mes don't habs a uterus. Whats kinda resembwes a penis hab beens discovereds to b mores ob a hybwid clit. It functions more wike a clit. D sensations ares dat ob a clit and nots a penis. Onwy way its pweasurable if its tweated wike a clit. Mes habs scwotum with 1 testicwe and 1 ovawy inside. Then in the middle mes hab gottens medicaw pwoofs mes hab vaginaw tissue, stwucture, and vaginaw canaw. D onwy fing is mes don't habs a openwng. In puberty mes grew natural 52-54 DDD (Dependibgs Bwa Bwand) breasts dat hang to the sides. Mes reawwy sewf conscious abouts it and hab considewed if habing surgery to pull them more together n naturaw looking is worf its somedays.

  As for mes Personality, am told mes a bery Sweets, Carings, Naive, Shys, and Timid Follower type of Grw in Persons. Wots make d mistakes ob mes being a Submissives or a Swave types, but mes am nots. To be honest dat kindas stuff scawes mes. Mes awso bery much intos Anime, Manga, Cars, & Computers. Mes do geek out sometimes withouts weawizing mes is too.

  Stiww nowts sures wheres mes fawws in d wittwes spectwums. awws d abdl, age play, age wegesions, LG, Wittwes, ect donts seams to fits whos mes is. de cwosest mights bes ans permanwts age wegwesions, buts stiwws unsures.

  Mes minds wents to a wittwes states obers times n uncontrowbwes. buts so unusaw most fink mes a liar, but its trues. eben mes dr ars confused on hows its happends dey habs hawds times expwainings its. ebens hads hipnossis twerawpys in wate 2006. so dey disoberds d sorce ob dis and why ms mind bwackeds out doh years n de sorce ob mes constant nightmares. dey did partiaw wakes states n askeds mes if wanteds to hab memmorysun bwockeds. dey towds mws thats mes repwyeds nos. fwoms whats mes towds is since mes was borns tiwws mes 16 1/2 n mes moms dwvorce in 1994-95 roughwys. turns outs mes so cawweds fathers did fings no fathers showds ebers dos to dey chiwds or anyones. not onwys mes fathers buts his fwiends toos. in sides notes he gots 50 years wif manditorys 30 years in 2007 in tx fors sames fings to mes hawf sis. dr says dats biggys factors in mes wittwes condions amongs others issues caused by dats wikes irationaws fears ob wots mens n warge cwouds. buts nots onwys reasons dohs. obers d years lifes in gwneraws wharens mes downs. ones de bigest bwows was june 4th 2021 dat invowed a yanked and twisyeds spinaw chords dats parawizeds mes. waist downs works but cants controws its. best ways to descwibe mes foughts obs is wikes a computers but no keyboards or mouse. yes it works but wifouts controwws dey unusabwes. ebens habs hads 3 surgerys ons dis probwems buts stiwws ends resuwts. d surgerys whers to kotcho a few circkwes verdebwes in to c fors swewwing expansions n dremeweds 8 windows in vertebwey for swewwings. awas stiwws no works in d ends. des surgerys wher greats wisk ob kiwwings mes on d tabews n habs nastys scaws on mes wumbars for d west mes wifes n stiwws faiweds. Mes stiwws fightys depwesions to todays (2023, Sep. 17th) fwoms its. buts in d ends ebens mes physiatwist n thewapist ob decades in thawpys cant expwains how or why mes mind wents dis paths, deys dats whats its dids.

  In a past wong term rewationship (2005-11), Mes was engaged and wived 24/7/365 as a Aduwt Baby (AB/Wittwe). Mes heart was cwushed when he towds mes he twusted another with his feewings more dan mes. Mes moveds 1/2 wats across americas to be wif hims. Mes truwys wubeds hims. Took mes ober 2 year to stop cwying after we spwit. Probabwy cwoser to 3 years actuawwys. It’s taken tiww mes 40th birfday (August 7th 2019) to reawize how happys mes truwys was as a wittwes babys. Part mes stiww wonged to be hewd and babied stiww.

  Another’s past onwines Mommys dats hads her heart bwoken by her formers baby girw. We've where mommy daughter online since March 15ths, 2020 tos September 2022. Awws dis is going on during Coronavirus (COVID-19), so we nebers even gots tos see each others. Shes chose the names Annabel for mes. But now dats names hurts hearings its. She just vanshy on mes n woudnts tawkys to mes. Ebens bwockeds mes phones cawws. Mes was twuews wowwieds bouts hers. Mes cwyeds few months aftews.

  Mes gets wots twyin g to scaqms mes sadwyws. mes keeps fawwings fows its and mes feews so dumbs. Mes ex daddys n fews oders says its mes pwersonawityws. Dats mes so babys wikes mideds mes just no see whats deys twyings tos dos tos mes. mes ex daddys saids mades mes just wikes weawws babys n peopwes just takys advan0tges ob its nots onwys finachwys, buts physicawys toos.

  Wots habs asked mes about mes aduwt babys wife mes hads. So fought mes share it wiff ebewyone and how mes days usawwy went. Weww daddy wouwd wakes mes up ands checks mes diapies and he gibe mes a big kissys den stick my paci in my mouth as he changed mes. Aways took the time to wub ins powder and anys oinments mes mighta needs fors wrashes or sores, kinda happens when 24/7/365. He turn on some cartoons for me as he made breakfast, he loved cooking. then he feed me some food and way mee acwoss his wap on mes back to feeds mes a bottwe ob miwks or juice depending on d meaw. Den he hold mes and caress mes head n sides as mes dwift into a nap suckwing mes paci. Ons nwice days he put mes in a baby dwess after mes nap and take mes out. It didn't mater where, because mes was just happys n contents. Sometimes was justs to buy grocewys and sometwimes to toys-r-us or babys-r-us when dey stiww existed. Sometimes he take me out before mes was fully wakys and mes dwift off in d car. Den he suppwise mes wiff pwaces wike d aquariums or zoos. If mes neededs changed wiwes outs he do it in d cars back seats. If mes had drs appointments he take mes because of mes anxiety issuwes. Mes end up shakys in feaws and shakys d waitings wooms couches. He puww mes in cwose and howd mes and put mes paci in mes mouth wich cawmed mee downs. At nights we showers together dues to no tubs, and he baffe mes bery weww before dwying mes offs and giving a baby bottwe and changing mes intos doubwes diapies before beds. Den he howd me tightwy as mes feww asweep.

  Mes neber wooked for anyones ewse wocawwy, becauses where mes wibe Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl wike mes ars not wewws receiveds. Mes just donts finks anyones heaws wouds wants a grws wikes mes. Sometimes mes do wonders if mes wife wouwd've beens bewtter if med hads beens borwn in Japans were der a wot mores open to d idea eben thoughs dere's no gay marwiage. But gay marwiage is stiwws fairly new heres in d United States too. Mes just finking a cuwture dat is more excepting of Futanari (Preferred Term) / Intersexed (Community Term) / Hermaphrodite (Medical Term) Grl’s wouwd've been easier for mes to grow ups arounwds.

  Mes am a BBW wight now, but mes was going thwough a system to hewp me wose it surgicawwy. Sadwy d watest update is in June 2021, mes got injured again in mes spine. And now d damage is so baddys dat dey can’t eben do weight woss surgerys anymowe. Because mes am parawyzed fwom d waist down. And mes hab dwopped deep fryer oiw on mes wegs and neber eben knew its. And mes had a naiws sticking out of my foot and didn’t eben know it. Most embarrassing fing is when you fawws out ob your wheewchair because you hab no hips controw.

  Mes enjoy watching anime and Cartoons. Mes wuvs to wead manga, Mes mean dey got some intewesting ones out der for peopwe fwom Japans. Finding dem transwated into Engwish is a wittwe harders for d more intewesting ones. But mes do enjoy weading what mes cans. mes reawwy wouwd wuv to wearn d Japanese wanguage at some points in mes wifes.

 Mes dweams ob habings mes Babys Wifestwes 24/7/365 agains wif a wubbings mommys. Mes woads tottawys wewocates fors mes mommyz. Mes hates its hewes in okwahomas. Wikes a cuwtuwes bwack howes dats sucks anys cuwtures un and cwusses its wif nos escapes.

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