Fighting Depwesions is Hawds + Weseawching how u becomes Vtubews

 well mes been fiting mes manic depwesion hawds wich is eben hawders when u in constant pains. speciawwy when fing keep going wongs. wike got d wifi cawd in d tower fixyed, but the hot gwued d rgb conector caabwe on and it puwd out d pin guide. wonce mes gets somes pwsion toows van easwys put back. had top mobe to der headew so wifi 7 cawds gos on. but den mes backup keybowed bsstops functions wich is impwesive since mes hads mes logitechs k350 sincy about 2012-13 or sos. b ut now cant use d towers due needing wepwacements.  pwaning on buying some usb extensions and wiwed keybowed mousy combos by amazons basics.

 awso wesewching on how one becomes a vtubews. not to go viraws, just somefing fow funs whiwe stweaming games n suchys. a hobbys if u wiwws. but it seams difwents options to hab some funs. decieded to fixy d went to own towers becase coust to build a pc is same to mowes stawting bwank canvas to just pay me wast 12 monthwy paymets. dens mes hab some pawts to use as a base to workys fwoms. aftews to upgwades.

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Nots Feewing so Hots Todays

 Mes dont know why mes psmsmain makys feews dis ways but mes no wike its.

 When mes move mes heads feews swosging waves wike a owd fasioneds fwee fwow watews beds.

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Fwustwating Day

 Yesterday on Tuesday the 19th. It was one of those days it’s like why do we even bother. I am using dictation to write this it so people can understand the frustration is having. And even dictation is having a hard time understanding me.

Mom was so sick and in pain we had to go to the ER. So on the way there and noticed the car is on slipping in the transmission. And because it is a constant velocity (CVT) type of transmission. It is not serviceable or even checkable on fluid unless you take it to a dealership or transmission shop.

After 7 to 8 hours in the ER, I was trying to go and get my mom at the door. And the car would not start. Walk away I had a emergency pack in the trunk, but the cables are so short and the person that tried to help us that was covered by the Erin takes us to the point that he couldn’t even jump somebody off. so we found a security guard luckily had a box. I totally wish never gotten sold off my own personal jump box.

But the end of the story is, we got possibly three problems with the car that are new. Somethings up with the transmission, the battery is gone, and trying to drive it 11 to 12 miles might have killed the alternator as well. And in this case with the alternator, I want to take it off and get it tested, I guess it’s gonna have to be done by taking the bus with my wheelchair. You just don’t wanna drop a new battery into the car at the alternators is bad because then that void batteries warranty, and you have to buy a battery as well if that did kill the new battery. And the other problem is we got to come up with like $179.99 have the dealership scan our transmission. I swear they make cars can’t work on yourself anymore. That’s why I’ve always preferred the best. With a few examples of us still able to work on would be like the Capri classic up to 1996, or the Crown Victoria, 2011.

My question is is if I should invest in like a Capri classic wagon or a crown Vic police interceptor to pull a trailer for my wheelchair, or pick up a heavy duty truck so that the chair doesn’t flip over the side. Ideally an old shuttle bus has one of those $1000 to $10,000 lift Already installed.

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Mes Getting Ders

 Wooks wikes mes puwwing outs mes Vawintines Depwessions nows

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Descwminatiins Huwtys

 D gwoup sent mes a discrimination msg to mes so mes towd dems how dey nebews towd mes 2 yeaws ago den denied dey knows mes apwications. Awso d discrimination makys mes cwys sevewaws hours, dn dat was white to descwminateds fows disabiwitys den bwockeds dems on fetwifes

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Mes New Beddys

 Onwy wishy mes beddys was a cwibs but best nwiths sweepys since 2007 wichys is awsomes. Mes mays gets fwee standing cwibs sides fows its somedays.

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Wittwes Activies Dats Mes Wembews n Miss wif exDaddys

1. 0% Stwessssssys 

2. Hewed n Cuddwewds 

3. Habings Haiw Bwusheds 

4. Baff Times wif Toys 

5. Cute Cwothes 

6. Cawtoons, Cowowings, Dowwys 

7. Being Wuveds n cawed fow uncondionwys 

8. Fun n tasty tweats 

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Mes Pwushys Cowwections

Wanteds to shawe mes cowwections ob mes pwushies. Dey awways wistens to mes sad pwobwems n comfowts mes teaws.

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Nowt Goodys Days

 Mes aunts dyingfs n mes haningd to contact mes fathews in texas pwissons is twiggwings mes ptsd just so he knows his sis is dyings.

Dis dual state 3 cittys phonys tags no hewpys efews

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Yummys

 Mes makys dindins, esentwwy chiwwi dogys. Witf wimiteds ingweadinds. Dens somes bwue wasbewwys wemonaids koowaids to dwinkys.

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Shouwdn't ob Eaten Todays

Mes shouwdnt ob eatins. when mes pains weawwys bads mes gets so sickys. mes ex fiance daddy used to keeps appwes saucy n fwuity baby foods fors when mes had upset tummys.if tummy caums down wiww twy some appwes saucys. 

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Beens so Downs

 been so downs mes no know whats to do. wes in new pwace few months n some mes stuff instnt un packys yats.

1. no $$$ fows stowage bins.
2. very wittwes in d enthusasms dues to mes depwesions.

 stawted pwaing Worwd ob Wawcwaft "WoW" agains. wew  in 1 days, 4 hours, 27 minutes, 16 seconds ob totaw pway times mes caped out mes new monk lv. 60!!! cant go highews becase no own d dwagon fwights expansions.  minds u dis took mes whiwes to achives. dis just pwayed times in d sebews. 
Dis mes Chawitows if Wonewings: WoW Character > Wabgrw

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Happy Fanky Gibings!!!

 hopy ebwy ones hads a goodys howidays.

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Hads Somes Funs Todays

 Shorewine Apts. hads an Pumpkins Pantings Pawtys todays.

 Mades Saiwors Pwutos.

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Townados knows whens mes depweseds

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Finished Anodews Cwoss Stitchy Wowwds

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Stiww Awives

 Sowwys habent been on muchys. Been few weasons weawwys. Mes reaws moms wanteds to mibes in 7 werks. So finachawwys shits as wewwws as physicawwy shots coupwe advantgers at weast, wiww have an functionaws ac agains. Oh wiwws awsos habs mes own woom agains toos. If dey fixy its dey havmb 2 poows n a hot tubs.

 To bw honest mes emotionwy n physicawwys dwaineds. Dey made us sighns a wease n we be nebews seen de apt sizes. 1/3 sq foots ob ouws mobiwes homes but numbwes onways sho so much wifouts deminsions wichys mes wont knows tiww sept 15th when we get keys. So stiww no what wiww fits n whats wonts yets.

Keeps getting pweasuwes to seww mes stuff mes wanas keeps if mes cans. But no knows tiww mes in d apts.

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Rewiveds

 Mes new tv finawwys gots to stowes afters 7 buissy days. Dey dewivwings its tomowwows. Be nice toxsees fuw pictuwes  agains. 

 Feet wooked fwimzys n posibwy to wides fowes mes tabwes. So oweds some nes vesa mounting wegs sonce mes cuwent sets dosent suppowts tv dis biggys. Defentwy heaby duttys. Had to dwag boxy on fwows since mes couwdents pickys its ups dues to weights. Mes backys howibwes.

 Awso oweds 2x 10 feetys and 1x 25 feetys 8k hdmi 2.1 cabwes. Finks tv has hdmi 2.1 ors 2.2.  Was wowwiedsmes existings cabwes bes to showts pwus onwys 1.4a.  Dince conecting pc, appwe tv 4k, ps5, ands xboxys ones swif d 4k bwuways, updatings cabwes bes goodys ideas. May wurte mes sat tv box thwough d xboxys pasthwu featuwes

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Nots Whats Mes Wanteds

  Mes din dins, buts nowts whats nes weawwy wants. Mes wanteds mommys to feeds mes somefings yummys n somes mommys wams miwkys to dwinkys. Maybes somesdays mes hoppys.

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Kittys Owns Mes

  Fowgots to post dis pwoof feoms dis mownigs, we just objects to kittys. He tookys 89 min naps on mes face.

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